Friday, 25 June 2010

No News Is Good News

(I am a bundle of contradictions!)

Really should have added this a few days ago, but went to a meeting on wednesday, saw my sponsor there, which is good - can start the steps again, and yesterday I came to london to see a friend.

Today I have woken up happy, positive, and most importantly sober.

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

No News Is Bad News

Well I have't written anything for a while which is isn't a good thing - I haven't been to any meetings and yesterday cracked and had a drink (at a bbq offered a glass of champagne...)

Well not exactly one drink...

Champagne was the hardest thing for me to get my head round giving up - it has so many associations (luxury, celebration, success...) that I always worried how I would deal with a situation where it was about (e.g. a wedding). Well I guess I know now.

That said, its not as if the choice of drink was to blame, more my state mind.

So once here I go again: Day 1...