(I am a bundle of contradictions!)
Really should have added this a few days ago, but went to a meeting on wednesday, saw my sponsor there, which is good - can start the steps again, and yesterday I came to london to see a friend.
Today I have woken up happy, positive, and most importantly sober.
Well I have't written anything for a while which is isn't a good thing - I haven't been to any meetings and yesterday cracked and had a drink (at a bbq offered a glass of champagne...)
Well not exactly one drink...
Champagne was the hardest thing for me to get my head round giving up - it has so many associations (luxury, celebration, success...) that I always worried how I would deal with a situation where it was about (e.g. a wedding). Well I guess I know now.
That said, its not as if the choice of drink was to blame, more my state mind.
So once here I go again: Day 1...
